Me & me @-@

i like to "make up myself recently.

i like 美图秀秀!

i like to make up myself there
but i clearly knew that not a real me!
after add on everything such as
eyelash,
make big eye,
skin-whitening,
wear con,

after made all of that,
honestly,
the damn ugly person sure can changed to a damn fair person!

because,

all of these are fake one ,
not a real one,
i always reminded myself....

so,
i try my best less to “make up" myself !

i should feel proud that"s who am i!

do u believe the difference after "make up",

let me show you the after and before!

this 1 without "make up",but i feel leng wor,haha,this proven me leng!!!
(OMG! super self loving!)

"make up" ald!

World Cup 2010

well,my dad just brought a 40 inch LCD due to watch the WORLD CUP 2010,
so, he fell excited when watch this every night with my youngest brother then,
strangely,why a great many of boys passion is playing football then why girl not so?
especially me not interested at this..
but i thought i would like to appreciate my future boy friend to perform his football skills,muahaha...

they seem like sorely enjoyed for world cup,
the world cup is playing around reach a length of 1 month!

in my opinion,many of football fans are not reluctant to work or study because of world cup!

personally,i am not agree so to held world cup for every  4 years!
(dun beat me ,for all the football fans!)

anywhere,
Happy World cup Days!!

生活@-@

突然觉得人生毫无意义哦！
也许是我自己的问题吧！
总是容易让烦恼缠绕着我！

真的好想说，
好烦，
好烦哦！

烦啊烦啊，烦得歇斯底里！
最好笑的是，
到头来不知自己再烦什么!

就是找不到所谓的真正的快乐！

好抽象哦，
事实就是这样！

就好像很想快些适应英文的世界，
sms用英文，msn用英文，

尽量让英文融入我的世界，

就是很难，

就好像比如说，

我明明是不爱吃姜，

可是姜对我们有益，

我硬要把它吃下去！

（好深的比喻，朋友们，你们get到吗？）

但，

这是必须的，

俗语说：“ 苦口良药，

往往苦的食物都是好的，


往往难的东西就是好东西！
（好有道理哦）

人生无常啊，

快乐是生活里必须的催化剂！

发泄是最好的泉源，
发泄过后，
还是要现实的面对人生，

有时候把不开心的写出来，说出来，喊出来，

真的有比较好...

朋友们，
人类史是抵不过烦恼的，

但我们可以找开心去远离烦恼。。。

往好的方面想，

一切不会很美好，
但会更美好，

相信自己！



谁不想自己是公主，王子啊，

想过了，
还是要努力!

desired to be a princess!

闷闷不乐

上了中六，
将近一个月啦，
有压力！
但我还可以应付！

现在在假期当中，
心情也没特别的愉快
因为心里头总是念挂着中六，

总是怕浪费时间，
总是怕这样那样的！
（胆小的我，某个时候我会很懦弱，但我会随时变得坚强）

ACS，
我觉得唯一好的地方是，

能让我学习英文，

能让我学会更勇敢，

上了form 6，
很多时候老师都觉得说我俄每年都长大了，

很多事情都自己能处理，
但往往，

还很幼稚的我，

就更需要独立，
勇敢地完成自己或是group的功课!
(我只是样貌成熟而已，内心还很脆弱，幼稚）

presentation made me more braveness,

the first time , i felt extremely nervous to talk in front the crowd!

the second time, still contain a lot of nervous,

but i felt more steady compare to the 1st time!

突然觉得在这个角度很美哦！

有时候，要懂得欣赏自己！

i know i would become more and more courageous !

just for updated

long time did't updated my blog,

because busy to cope my form 6 life!

i need some time to adapt everything,

as i know, form 6 not so terrible,

but stress!

frankly, a lot of homework, presentation...

besides that,

colloquium, coccuriculum, R&D..

for me,

when i made decision to forward to form 6,

i reluctant to make all impossible to be possible!

i am very clear that this is very hard for me!

i know i would lose some happiness in my life after i started form 6 ...

but......

i wont give up!

i want finished form 6 as happy as possible!

antilove

antilove!!

i ought to concentrate for my study later!


i want to antilove in order to giv more attention for my study!


unluckily,


i am unable to be in love while i am studying,
i would to be distraction ...


juz be alone tis 2 years,


let's me finished my form 6 1st!


beside that,


another reason is,


i feel that i cannot be closely wif my friendss after i fall in love,


and my thinking is still not matured yet...


to my opinion,


LOVE,


i am wondered!!


i wondered tat i have love tis guy or not??


i wondered tat is love??


i cannot concentrate in the love,


i jus appreciated the apperance of the guys,


i think i still want to keep a look for more and more guys only,


but i  unable to fall in love wif the fixed guyss,
i know i can"t!


so the conclusion is


antilove 2 years!


these is the best way for who treat me good as well!
i wanna take tis opportunity say sorry in good heart
for those who is love me!
i am serious to achieve tis commitment!


ANTILOVE!

其实我也很向往爱情这东西，
但我真的觉得自己无能为力，
能给的不是我，
我自问在这个时候给不了你们什么，
经过这么多次对你们的伤害，
我知道了，
真正的爱不是这样的，
但我也还不懂什么是真正的爱，
因为我还不能完全投入与一段爱情，
是没有人能明白我的感受，
只有人会说我愚蠢！

我只好在这两年antilove，
好让我的思维更成熟!
希望你们能明白！

在爱情的世界里，juz me

random.....

long time din updated my blog,


actually i am lazy to write,


erm,
dun know how to express it,









nowadays, i need more time to prepare my form 6 thingsss,


frankly,these is the genuine reason


but i dare not to say it out,


i worried some people who will say me to fake be hardworking, 


hehehe
i juz want to upgrade myself,


especially my english!!!


ishhhhhhhhhhhhh ,conney lam,


u r really poor in english


and poor in a lot of thingss


like a driving skills,


not good so,


conney lam,
u should upgrade urself through tis long long holidays...


u ought to tell urself
u were not allowed to waste the time,


and waste the life,
lets be ur life meaningful !
tat"s my purpose throught tis holidays....
i hope tat i should to cope my form 6 life as well!
i want my STPM results be excellent(so hard for me)
but i will done myself to do it.......
i dun want u and u to scorn on me!
i less confidence for myself,
but i will do my best!


ohhh, i wondered ....
a lot of people ask me how's ur further study??
then i muttered...erm ...form 6..
when they listened  it,
were not favor for me..
say the form 6 is very hard !
some people say form 6 waste times!
some people say some of the teacher of acs xxx....
aiyo,all of the commnent seems like so negatives..
but now,
i make the decision at last,
FORM 6!!!!
watever, i suppose i can do it,

i belief tat if u think u can, u can!!!
english ahh,
u really bring a lot of trouble for me,
woo woo,
why u so important in this 21 century!
haiz,
sometimes, i really were defeated by u,

oh my godness,conney was groaned in dismay!

 

i have been studying myself to know deeper for english!
hopefully,i will done myself for english!!!
i thought i would seldom to update my blog after start my form 6 life...

i am sure tat i will damn busy in the future
my friends,giv a lot of inspiration for me....
i will to strive for the best....

notabilia: i like tis picture so so much and i want share wif u impulsively