antilove

antilove!!

i ought to concentrate for my study later!


i want to antilove in order to giv more attention for my study!


unluckily,


i am unable to be in love while i am studying,
i would to be distraction ...


juz be alone tis 2 years,


let's me finished my form 6 1st!


beside that,


another reason is,


i feel that i cannot be closely wif my friendss after i fall in love,


and my thinking is still not matured yet...


to my opinion,


LOVE,


i am wondered!!


i wondered tat i have love tis guy or not??


i wondered tat is love??


i cannot concentrate in the love,


i jus appreciated the apperance of the guys,


i think i still want to keep a look for more and more guys only,


but i  unable to fall in love wif the fixed guyss,
i know i can"t!


so the conclusion is


antilove 2 years!


these is the best way for who treat me good as well!
i wanna take tis opportunity say sorry in good heart
for those who is love me!
i am serious to achieve tis commitment!


ANTILOVE!

其实我也很向往爱情这东西，
但我真的觉得自己无能为力，
能给的不是我，
我自问在这个时候给不了你们什么，
经过这么多次对你们的伤害，
我知道了，
真正的爱不是这样的，
但我也还不懂什么是真正的爱，
因为我还不能完全投入与一段爱情，
是没有人能明白我的感受，
只有人会说我愚蠢！

我只好在这两年antilove，
好让我的思维更成熟!
希望你们能明白！

在爱情的世界里，juz me

random.....

long time din updated my blog,


actually i am lazy to write,


erm,
dun know how to express it,









nowadays, i need more time to prepare my form 6 thingsss,


frankly,these is the genuine reason


but i dare not to say it out,


i worried some people who will say me to fake be hardworking, 


hehehe
i juz want to upgrade myself,


especially my english!!!


ishhhhhhhhhhhhh ,conney lam,


u r really poor in english


and poor in a lot of thingss


like a driving skills,


not good so,


conney lam,
u should upgrade urself through tis long long holidays...


u ought to tell urself
u were not allowed to waste the time,


and waste the life,
lets be ur life meaningful !
tat"s my purpose throught tis holidays....
i hope tat i should to cope my form 6 life as well!
i want my STPM results be excellent(so hard for me)
but i will done myself to do it.......
i dun want u and u to scorn on me!
i less confidence for myself,
but i will do my best!


ohhh, i wondered ....
a lot of people ask me how's ur further study??
then i muttered...erm ...form 6..
when they listened  it,
were not favor for me..
say the form 6 is very hard !
some people say form 6 waste times!
some people say some of the teacher of acs xxx....
aiyo,all of the commnent seems like so negatives..
but now,
i make the decision at last,
FORM 6!!!!
watever, i suppose i can do it,

i belief tat if u think u can, u can!!!
english ahh,
u really bring a lot of trouble for me,
woo woo,
why u so important in this 21 century!
haiz,
sometimes, i really were defeated by u,

oh my godness,conney was groaned in dismay!

 

i have been studying myself to know deeper for english!
hopefully,i will done myself for english!!!
i thought i would seldom to update my blog after start my form 6 life...

i am sure tat i will damn busy in the future
my friends,giv a lot of inspiration for me....
i will to strive for the best....

notabilia: i like tis picture so so much and i want share wif u impulsively